time for a picture update, just because i want to. things that made me happy recently...

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recently i've felt this strange pressure to be continuously happy. to enjoy all life has to offer, because it's so beautiful, and i've got the ability to love it so much. the problem is that i'm not happy. i'm trying real hard to figure out what's wrong, but i can't get to the root of the problem. i go from smiley to murderous in a second, all i ( Read more... )

so hey, it's been a while.

a big lump of stuff has happened, but i'm going to skim across the surface for i'd like to keep this entry unlocked and i don't feel like digging into the emotional bullcrap.

so! happy things. these are two of the most recent.


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